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Lifeless

by Junexa

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1.
Sonder 03:31
It’s all to real. I’m lost with a blank stare. Not like you’ve ever cared. I found peace in the eyes of violence. Mayday! I’m a fucking mess again. I’m fucking sick and can’t puke out the pain. What would I give to stop questioning my faith? It’s all to real. I’m lost with a blank stare. Not like you’ve ever cared. I found peace in the eyes of violence. Mayday! I’m a fucking mess again. Is nothing meant to be? You’ll see us fall apart. We’ll rot from every seam. Nested nested into a home built out of faces we once loved once loved. The thread will not bear it’s weight no guidance through this dim maze. Is nothing meant to be? You’ll see us fall apart. We’ll rot from every seam. Nested into this home. We once loved. It’s all to real. I’m lost with a blank stare. Not like you’ve ever cared. I found peace in the eyes of violence. Mayday! I’m a fucking mess again. Domesticated and molded into these painted sheets. What’s on the surface will just show we’re fucking weak. Choke out the sky with smoke and hold me under till I let go. There’s not a place for our state of mind. Our posture has bent. Our purpose has been blinded. Through the storm it’s hard to see where we’re heading. We’ve all been looking for an exit.
2.
Lifeless 03:20
There is no fucking god in you. Just empty prays to make it home. If you try to find the details, they’ll crumble at a touch. I know you felt it in your bones. The clocks will strike that second. Only blackness is certain. Let it go. Nothing will close this hole. You won’t see me when I’m on the edge. One moment closer to cease to exist. I’m just a passenger. It won’t be long till another’s time passes by. There is no place for you. Just fear of the inner self. If you try to find the meaning, you’ll find no better ending. I’ll burn every bridge just to make it out. I’ll starve my satisfaction just to make my mark. Just fucking light me up. Watch as my world falls apart. You won’t see me when I’m on the edge. One moment closer to cease to exist. I’m just a passenger. It won’t be long till another’s time passes by. I’ve been holding for so long. I won’t let go. I’ve been searching for something to be made whole. There’s no antidote. This curse is attached to me. With little room to breathe we’ll struggle to make our way. I guess I’ll take it day by day. Wake up. This is all a god damn dream. Guess I’m not the person that you saw in me. We’re all so fucking lifeless. Sold out for simple life. We long for a stronger connection, we won’t let in.
3.
Transcend 02:54
Who will take the blame when the signs point to me? I know it’s hard to believe. You gave it all you’ve got. I won’t ever stop till I see a difference. It’s what separates you from me. Your forming to take place like your shape won’t fit in. You’re in a battle you’ll never win. We’re fucked when reality unravels. I know this feels unreal. No one I knew ever told me it hits hard enough to leave you shaking in this empty room. (In this empty room) I can’t go on. Who will take the blame when the signs point to me. I know it’s hard to believe. You gave it all you’ve got. I won’t ever stop till I see a difference. It’s what separates you from me. This is my awakening but I can’t feel a thing. I’m dreaming of the end and it’ll come too soon. Who will take the blame when the signs point to me. I know it’s hard to believe. You gave it all you’ve got. I won’t ever stop till I see a difference. It’s what separates you from me. Hells got nothing on me.
4.
Apprehension 03:48
In a speechless place the silence has awaken thoughts and like an echo in a room they’ll play. My figure shakes but something keeps me moving. I’ll move. This headache swallows up my comfort and I’ll leak until I’m empty. Revealing secrets and I can’t control it. Tell me what’s it gonna take. When will you finally realize this life is mine? Keep me sane keep me level I’m losing grip. What’s seemed so stable as been wearing thin. Take me back to the place I began. To the place I began. Take me back take me back. I wanna live again. This headache swallows up my comfort and I’ll leak until I’m empty. Revealing secrets and I can’t control it. Tell me what’s it gonna take. When will you finally realize this life is mine? There’s no running when your problems were born from within. There’s no escape I feel you watching me. Theres a body and I’m on the fucking outside looking in. God hasn’t fucking helped and the only questions why? I can’t distract myself from what may or not be real. I fucking hate myself. This headache swallows up my comfort and I’ll leak until I’m empty. Revealing secrets and I can’t control it. Tell me what’s it gonna take. When will you finally realize this life is mine? This life is mine.
5.
Unhinged 02:53
Unhinged heads with heartfelt beliefs fill the tension that you breath. I see tragedy in every eye I meet. Forced memories and a tainted screen tells a story that we’re god damn safe. I’m at a loss of words. We’re not as different as it seems. Cut and sewed from the same sleeve. So you’ve seen defeat? Just fucking swallow it when nothing feels complete. The lies become the Shepard. We’re all just fucking sheep. Lost ourselves so long ago. Buried so far down this rabbit hole. Every move we make is branded. Every decision is sanded till it’s bland. Every move we make is branded. Every decision is sanded till it’s bland. Down to our final seconds we’ll taste this bitter pain. This bitter pain. Take it all away. It’s like you’ve lost your insecurities and then replaced it with a narcissistic fuck. Nothing gets to me anymore. Anymore! But you bitches let it get the best of you. Don’t let it get the best of you. Every move we make is branded. Every decision is sanded till it’s bland. Down to our final seconds we’ll taste this bitter pain. This bitter pain. Does it get any fucking better than this place? Is this all we get? I don’t belong in my skull and I we are not the fucking same.

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This EP is caricature of topical mental illness issues and the lifestyle surrounding managing these issues. It is a critical analysis or internalized feelings that I wanted to share with anyone who may want to listen.

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released October 31, 2020

Production/Engineering/Mixing: Justin Spaulding (More Sound)
Mastering: Shawn Christmas
Vocals/Lyrics/Programing: Noah Rich
Guitars/Composure/Programing: Alec Rich
Drums/Percussion: Joshua Babcock
Bass: Erica Marino

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